Yes, Writing is Rewriting, But...

I've gone back to a screenplay after being away from it for a while. And as always I'm struck at how differently I feel about it.

But why should that be unexpected? In the time I've been away from the script, things in my life have changed. I'm not the same person I was when I wrote that earlier draft. The world around me has changed. So it isn't strange that I now come back to it and find how some of it screams No! This is awful, and how some of it tells me, Yes, this is really quite good. Or Yes, that bit's brilliant. Or, the most painful of all: I might as well forget the whole thing and start a new script.

I'm also a writer who talks to my writing. I ask it questions. I'm forever having conversations with my characters. Trying to find out what's going on inside them, why they do what they do, why they feel what they feel.

With this script I've gone back to, I'm cutting back on many scenes because the whole story needs a new and different rhythm. What I hadn't seen before I now see with glaring clarity. And that's the thing I find both maddening and exhilarating about rewriting. It's no good saying to myself 'My didn't I see that before?'

I could not have seen it before because that was then and this is now.

In other words, I've changed. The world's changed. Now the screenplay must change.